Seven years ago, I began doing the Parkinson’s Recipe for Recovery®. Of course, back then it did not have a name…it was just what I was doing. At the same time, I began keeping a hand-written Parkinson’s Daily Journal. It is time to share my journal with all of you. Here is my October 28, 2009 journal entry, seven years ago today.
“10/28/09. 3:42 up, can’t go back to sleep. Alarm goes off at 4, out of bed. Pain and stiffness in back and trunk still there. Back and trunk loosened up a bit after hot shower.
Last night, the pain and stiffness finally wore me down. I took a hot bath at 8:45 and went to bed. How sad is that? Pretty pitiful.
Learned many new things from Jin Shin Jyutsu book. I wonder if part of why I feel the energy is a result of the tremors. My goal in this regard is to recondition the tremors’ energy to improve my motor skills.”
My mind was still in my adrenaline-mode, self-criticizing perfectionism. However, also, I was exploring the Parkinson’s while exploring Jin Shin Jyutsu. As I have written many times, a tremor is nothing more than blocked energy and uneven energy flow. There is no reason to be afraid of a tremor.
And, there is no reason to be afraid of an increasing tremor if you are doing the Recipe and working to generate more energy. When more energy hits the blockages, then more tremors appear…fear is the only thing getting in the way of accepting this fact.
It is all in your attitude. And your goal. If your goal is to have recovery and you are doing the Recipe (soul, mind, and body parts), and your tremors increase, which one of these statements supports you recovery:
“Oh, no, my Parkinson’s is getting worse.” OR
“Okay. I am increasing my energy and it is increasing my tremors, so I have nothing to worry about.”
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You are worth it!!!
All my best,
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