When I wrote last week’s blog post, I was not anticipating a part 2. However, ”love defeats fear” sparked lively conversations about getting to the point of self love. Today I will share what I did to get my internal self love dialogue under way.
When I had Parkinson’s, and I was working on the emotional and spiritual healing, I had the sense that I needed to have self love to move into the final stages of my recovery. The biggest problem for me was that I felt the idea of self love was repulsive.
As a result of feeling this way, my internal turmoil was at the breaking point and was crippling me physically and emotionally. I decided that I needed to embark upon the path of self love. It began with the following conversation with myself.
1. Do you think God loves you? Yes.
2. If God loves you, don’t you think it is a bit disrespectful to God to not be loving yourself? Yes, but I still cannot do it.
3. Do you believe that there is a part of God inside you, your soul, that lights you up energetically and gives you this life? Yes.
4. Can you nurture that seed of God inside you and help it grow, knowing that as it grows from deep inside and pushes away the toxicity of the mind and the body thus consuming you with radiant light, that your love of God inside you equates to love of yourself, or self love? That I can do.
So, how did I nurture the seed of God inside me and help it grow? I needed to change my personal vibration in the Universe.
I felt that my personal vibration was like a fingerprint, unique to the essence of who I was, my authentic spiritual self. I felt that there were four areas where my vibration was the strongest:
1. What I said.
2. How I acted.
3. What I thought.
4. How I felt.
Each of these words, actions, thoughts, and feelings sent out a vibration. If all of the vibrations were flowing in a positive, loving, joyful, compassionate, grateful, and accepting manner regarding everything that was being offered into my life, then my vibration and God’s vibration would be in synchronicity.
At that point, I was no longer resisting what God was offering into my life and I flowed through life in a calmer, more accepting manner, with my newly-found-again radiant smile on my face, Spirit Howard, fully consumed with self love, on my way to finishing my recovery.
Everybody has the opportunity to find self love and full recovery.You can do it!
You are worth it!!!
All my best,